I Want to Die, But I Am Immortal Novel

After his parents' supposed double suicide, high school student Adam seeks the truth, only to be murdered by corrupt officers who reveal his parents were killed by a powerful entity. Instead of death, Adam gains a supernatural System and "Return by Death," forcing him to repeatedly relive his final days. Betrayed even by his trusted teacher, Adam discovers a $100 million bounty on his life has made everyone his enemy. Endless deaths transform the grief-stricken boy into a cold, merciless killer who trusts no one and eliminates any perceived threat. His sole focus: survival and vengeance for his parents. When Adam casually rescues a bullied classmate during one loop, the act means nothing to him. For her, it sparks obsessive devotion. She repeatedly sacrifices herself to protect him across multiple timelines, dying in his place. Now Adam fights not only against a vast conspiracy but also endures watching an innocent girl die for him again and again, completing his transformation into a hardened survivor stripped of his humanity.