Loving You, Hating You, Wanting You Novel

Hazel is mortified when she awakens from an intimate dream featuring her best friend Shawn. Struggling to comprehend how this happened, she wonders if she's simply sexually frustrated, fantasizing about someone who regards her only as a sister. Despite knowing a real relationship between them is impossible, Hazel finds the dream's intensity makes her yearn for it to become reality. Her growing feelings intensify when Shawn introduces his new girlfriend, stirring unexpected jealousy within Hazel. Even when another attractive man enters her life, he proves insufficient to quiet her romantic longing for Shawn. As her affection for her best friend deepens, Hazel finds herself unable to deny the undeniable attraction she feels. With Shawn oblivious to her feelings, Hazel faces an uncertain path forward. Can she ever achieve her happily ever after with the man who remains her first and greatest love?