41.1
"Why are you going to your room?" Wrum asked me. I stood up where I had spotted. My body was still in pain, my virginity was lost and I needed to rest if he only knew. He already knew it even if I am not going to tell him exactly. And if his question would only mean that he wants me to be in his room, then, it would not be okay. I will never be okay in his room. He acts as if he didn't know it. If he's an actor, then, he'll receive an award for being pretentious.
"I already told you, Wrum, I'm not going to your room." I said and would love to repeat it a hundred times just so, it stayed in his room and for him to understand it very well "And I want to rest right now. I'm even more unable to sleep and breathe properly when I'm in your room."
I wanted to step up the stairs, but he suddenly spoke up which made me stop, looked back at him to see what he was trying to tell me.
"You are just my slave so follow what I need you to do." He added. "Go to my room now." Here we go again.
Talking about it again would only be made Wim and Xander hear and know it. I no longer responded to what he told me. I just stared at him and step the stairs already.
Don't want him to see right now. If we were in the same room and he will next to me, we might repeat what we did before. I don't want to remember the position we made right now.
I enter my room here in the mansion, not his room, and immediately turned my gaze to the bed and remembers what we were doing again. The way he kneeled and pushed towards me. The manly scents and sweats, which I can smell.
I just closed my eyes. Even if I wanted to forget it, I still couldn’t do it.
Sighed. Go to the bed and just lie down on itself. I closed my eyes again and just ignored everything that came into my mind. As much as I thought, the bed I was lying on right now had something going on in it.
I could hear from my ear my scream, moan, and what Wrum was saying to me. That's why I cover my ears so I can't hear it anymore. My God. Even if I don’t think about it a few more times, it still keeps coming into my mind.
What have you done to me Wrum? You have been in my head all the time. You can let me go, right? Just the scope. He may have entered my mind but I will not remember the obscenity of the two of us.
How many hours have I seen Wrum in my mind? I have done different positions just to sleep. I cover my ear with a pillow again. Until I realized that I had fallen asleep.
During the few hours I slept, I just felt like I was hugging someone hard and warm. I didn’t know what it was so I slowly opened my eyes. I didn't expect to be facing a body. My face was on my chest as he held me in his arms.
This is a familiar scent to me. A familiar manly scent. If I’m not mistaken, it’s Wrum. My God. Why did he come in here and lie down next to me? I didn't want to go to his room so he wouldn't be around. But this is him now, he came here voluntarily to continue his desire to be with me.
I want to leave his embrace with me. I wanted to remove his hand so that he could no longer hug me, but I couldn't because he tightened his grip on me even more.
"Let's stay like this." I heard him say to me. It was as if he was still drowsy. "Just go to sleep first."
"I can't sleep in this position Wrum. So can you take your hug away from me, okay?" I weakly questioned him.
"No," he said softly.
Why is it sleeping naked? And I can feel his weapon down below. My God.
"Wrum." I stuttered but he never spoke again and I think he was asleep.
Damn it.
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"How was your sleep?" Wrum asked me when I woke up. I didn't get enough sleep because of what he was doing. Fortunately, I woke up without my face touching his body. "Did you sleep well?" he asked again.
"I didn't sleep well when I felt like you hugged me," I explained. "But you don't have to worry about me. You don't care about my life."
I was able to sit up from my bed. I removed the bedsheet and finally sat on the side of the bed then I immediately got up. I turned my gaze to him again.
"We're going somewhere today," Je tells me, seriously. "To my company probably and we will go to my restaurant to eat something today."
I was surprised by what he told me. He never took me to his company. Sometimes, he just leaves me here in his mansion. If he goes to his office, only Wim is with him. He was always by Wrum's side.
"I'd rather stay in my room. I don't want to go to your company. And I also don't want to eat out now." my answer.
"But I want to," he says. He has always been like that. "You should come with me."
"I don't want to. Just lock me in this room." I can't get over what we did, so, I'd better just stay here in the room first. I think it would be better.
"My father will come here today, that's why I want you to come with me." Is her father going here? "Okay then, you're just here at the mansion. Just talk and listen to my father's lies instead."
"No," I said to him. "Just take me with you. I don't want to face your father."
He smiled at me. "Okay then, I should take that you trust me now. Your father is safe, so, go to shower and prepare now."
Even before I nodded to him he came out and I sighed. Did I trust him now?