The way my fingers intertwine with his is bliss. Like, I am made only for him and he for me and nothing in this world and separate us. Being so close to each other that even if distance came between us our heart will always be connected. Receiving that benediction of being with him, I stare at his beautiful face become more prepossessing under moonlight.
I continued to watch him with yearning and began to say,
"Christian, You filled my life with so much happiness. I feel blessed to have you by my side. If I have you I want nothing else, You are my strength which helped me to overcome every difficulty of my life. You are my hope of a better tomorrow. I feel like I can even walk on thorns because I know you are here to heal my scars. No matter how much I fall into the abyss, you can hold your hand out to me, saving me. You are present in breath, my salvation. I can't even think of spending a second without you. I can't live without you, you are my reason for living.
The way you made me feel elated, the way you drove me crazy, I cherish all these emotions. How my whole being craves you, how I die for you. I cannot explain how much I love you, no words can be enough and no matter how many times I say I love you it'll never be enough.
Christian, to have you with me, how you obliterated all this abhor from me, how you filled my whole being with your love. I am so grateful to have you in my life. You suck this poison out from my very soul, from every inch of my body, annihilate not yours but every abhor from me. You hurt so many times while saving me, Just to make me feel safe you broke yourself. You dedicated your life to make me feel all those emotions that will bring me close to you and you did. You made me feel secure, loved and most importantly pure. I am so glad to have you, no soul can make me feel this except you.
Christian Elvis, I love you so much.." I said earnestly as tears rolled from the corner of my eyes. I spoke all those words I wanted to. What my heart wanted to tell him.
A wide smile crept upon his thick lips as he moved and kissed my forehead softly. I love how his lips made contact with any part of my body, giving me an intense feeling of fondness.
He slowly lowered his gaze and met mine and when my eyes bore into his, I turned oblivious of all the things around me. Like, nothing but him exists for me.
His lips parted as he began to say,
"Sophie, Every pain I received while saving you brought me close to you as this pain is not mine, it's yours, the agony you felt. I just want to liberate you from it because you are the one that gives me the expectations that one day, I'll have the honour of being with you, of holding you close to me and I'm truly willing to do anything for you.
When I hold your hands, I feel nothing can be wrong, nothing in this world can do any harm neither to me nor to you. You are my shield and I am yours.
Sophie, You are those feelings mine, I lost years ago. You are the most beautiful thing that has happened to me. You made me feel blessed. You gave me those feelings of immense affection that I felt so safe in your arms. I can be myself when I am with you, like no one can do anything to me, No one but you can save me from those fears that are pushing me away from love. You are my love, what I want to protect at all costs.
Sophie, you are my home where I'll return to no matter how far I'll go away. Even if I get lost on my way back, fate will bring me close to you. The place where my life starts, where I have all this feeling of rapture, where nothing can do anything to me.
Sophie, just your existence gave me serenity, the fact that you are here, right beside me gave me the strength to face every challenge. The love of yours is my power. You are my light, my guide. That fierce fire that will burn my every insecurity.
Whenever I look at you, I can't help but smile. My heart beats fast whenever I touch you. The yearning for you increases every second. The life I sought, you gave it to me. You gave me every happiness of the world, You gave me three reasons to live. You, Christopher and Aletha. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you, growing old and watching our kids grow. Having you in my arms having an everlasting feeling of protection and love.
I love you so much Sophie Elvis. The reason for my breath, the solace of my soul, the tranquility of my heart, my strength to prevail over every obstacle, my guide to this dark world, the love of my life."
His words held such in-depth emotions that it made me cry. Tears brimmed in my eyes as I put my hand over my mouth as a soft sob escaped my lips. The blessing of having him in my life. Everything felt so right.
He cupped my cheeks and wiped my tears and whispered, "Shh.. don't cry.. Fairy tales don't end with tears."
"Then?" I asked wiping my tears and looking at him.
"A kiss." He said stroking my cheeks and moving close. I closed my eyes as he brushed his lips against mine.
I let him press his lips upon mine, to let me feel the delicacy of his lips. Sealing my fairy tale with a kiss from my Knight, ending my toxic marriage with another sweet intoxicating poison called love....
The End.