Two weeks and it already feels like hell. It has been two weeks I broke up with Kristin and I'm already dieing inside and out.
He's completely avoided me which I understandably deserve. He won't even look at me. It's as if I'm some sort of plague or something.
The whole school hates me and the twins and Kyle only acknowledges me by saying hi but I also can tell there keeping an eye on me as they would before.
The weird part is ever since Kristin and I broke up Maria has been hanging around the guys as if she's the new hot thing and I haven't seen her or Scott together. Which was the main reason for me braking up with Kristin!
Another weird thing is she only talks to me when we're at home.
How ironic!
Scott hasn't been to school the past week and I haven't had the chance to talk to him about Maria since she keeps brushing it off as if it's nothing.
Thankfully Steff has been there for me through out all there hateful glares and uncalled-for comments.
Everyday of the week, I crave just to see his face, just to hold him and to kiss him. There's no doubt I miss having his bossy and overprotective yet loving and caring demeanor around me. Sadly my heart does nothing but beat for the boy I truly miss.
“I'm your best friend Anna, the least you could do is tell me what made you decide you wanted to brake up with Kristin” I heard Steff asked a zillion times this week.
“Why can't you just leave it alone?”
“Because I knew you really liked him and he does too, to the point where I could see he's changed and now he's as cold as ice and if there's one thing I know about you Anna, is that there's always a reason for everything you do”
“Well there isn't a possible reason this time........Do you think he hates me?” my insecurity came forth a minute after as I could no longer hide.
“I can't say”
“Well why can't you?” I piped up anxious to know the answer to my question.
“Because I don't think it's fare of me to be informing you about Kristin, I mean this is a very touchy subject for you” he taunted.
“No it's not”
“I can see that you really do miss him, why don't you go say hi?” he asked.
“Are you crazy, I just broke up with the him, am sure I'm not his favorite person at the moment”
“Well I think you should, your the first person I've seen him be a totally different person around. It's weird but in a good way”
“Just forget it, I'm hungry and I'm gonna get something from the cafeteria and head outside” I zoned out remembering what took place the other day.
“Here, after the cafeterias food got you all wasted, it was decided you won't be eating from there again until it's considered safe” Steff told placing a lunch pack into my hands.
“You really are a gentleman” I sighed happy to have the food Steff brought for me.
Yesterday after eating at the cafeteria, I spent all day in the bathroom with a very nauseating stomach. One thing was certain....those cafeteria lady definitely got what they wanted, to make me sick and get revenge for hurting there precious Kristin. Old bats!
We were quietly eating lunch outside when we heard the disturbing sound of Regina.
“I told you he would throw you away like the trash you are after he got what he wanted, such a shame, I did warned you” Regina and her possy stood next to us smiling proudly.
“Have you had your fun now Regina?”
“Of course not, this is only the beginning we can finally be together again without you getting in the way”
“Drop it Regina, clearly Anna wasn't the reason why Kristin didn't want you, it's been two weeks since they've broken up and he still hasn't glanced your way, now flee” Steff shooed her away making my heart jump with joy at his little statement.
“Mark my words Steffon, your gonna pay for this!” she angrily yelled while storming off.
“Let's get to class, maybe you'll feel better being around Kristin” Steff joked. Being near Kristin and not being able to touch him drives me crazy, but of course I couldn't let him know that.
Great now I'll have to go back into that good forsaken place and be glared at by everyone.
“Here's you're stop, remember just say hi, he won't bite” Steff joked again and this time I glared.
The moment I got inside the Mr. Greenwood's class I could feel his eye's on the side of my head. I quickly made my way inside and sat to the far left at the front. The feeling of being watched by the one you crave to be with was a overwhelming feeling.
..........
It was almost the end of our period and I could still feel his eyes burning in the back of my head making it completely hard to concentrate in my work.
The thought of what Steff said replayed in my mind. I could say hi, it's not as if we're gonna get back together......... sadly.
The bell rings bringing me back out of my thought and I quickly pulled my books together hurrying outside the door unfortunately bumping into someone as I go.
Shockingly as I looked up, I was staring in the eyes of the boy I was once with.
“Oh, hi” I mumbled underneath my breath after a minute of staring into Kristin's emotionless eyes.
He stood staring into my eyes for a second before blatantly ignoring me and storming off. My chest constricted at him ignoring me and I stood there as everyone left unable to move.
He hates me and it's all my fault.
“Hey Anna, I've been searching for you everywhere........ what's wrong?”
“He hates me and it's all my fault” I whispered to Steff launching myself into his arms while crying my eyes out.
Was this the feeling Kristin felt when I stupidly broke up with him?
“I've got you" I heard Steff whispered.
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It's tearing me inside just seeing Kristin and Anna apart.
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